Lately my mind has been pulling a...well, I guess I would call it a overhaul. My brain is working double time due to all the stuff going on and I think that I just need to unleash.
I have not really been as "on" this blog as I would like to be, in fact I think I normally write when I have something pressing to say. Right now, I have everything and absolutely nothing to say...so I am writing.
This could end up being a bad idea.
Well, work is going realllllly well. Almost too well. I have gotten into the groove of things, but now it is almost monotonous. I don't know what I am really aiming for here. I got this job that pays the bills, but I think I am realizing that I am working because I have to. I know, "Welcome to the Real World Morghan. You and the majority of the population are working because you have to." I think that I am just hung up on it because my first thought is "why." I am not really the kind of person that wants to save money for a rainy day. I want to travel and see the world. I want to spend all my time with family and friends. I want to hitchhike all over the continental US. I want to help everyone that needs it. I want to create really awesome outfits and be able to wear them wherever I want. I want to write for the hell of it, and not because I have a project or a report or anything of that nature. I want to read books that move me, not articles on changing trend patterns. I want to be free to do everything I deeply desire. However, I am stuck in this thing called society and I have to follow it's stipulations to a certain degree. Which kinda sucks....
I just got to spend 5 days with my amazing boyfriend, and now I literally ache for him. I never thought that love actually hurt. I thought that was something that silly, unintelligent people say. Man, has that opinion come back to bite me in the butt. It really is hard to be in a long distance relationship, like crazy hard. I miss so many aspects of being in a relationship that sometimes I feel like the day to day stuff that is so important is the stuff that I'm not really experiencing.... It's just frustrating is all.
Ok, this was a very "me, me, me" post, which I kinda hate...but I think it was important to get all this stuff off my chest.
Until Next Time!
Morghan
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Saturday, February 25, 2012
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Nonsensical
So, I made a promise that I would do one post every week...I think I might have bugged out on that one, but I thought I could at least try to make a post before I hit the two week mark.
I don't really have much to say. I have decided, after much reading of Bill Bryson and excessive research, that my absolute top-notch dream career would be a travel writer/journalist. I could combine all that I love into one job....genius really. Now, as to how to accomplish this I have no clue.
Confession: I am actually trying hard to get addicted to Pinterest. Of all people, I should have grabbed onto the trend by now. I freaking love the idea...I just haven't gotten to the point where I spend a lot of time on there. *sigh*
Confession 2 ( I had no idea I had so many): Sometimes I really miss certain parts of Tx, usually those parts are about 6 ft tall-ish and rhyme with "Yen." However, today my mopey little pity party extended to another part of Paris. A part that looks something like this.
Are you salivating? I am...Yes, I miss Swirlz Bakery. A lot! What I would not give for a Pink Velvet cupcake and a few cake balls right about now...
Ok, now that I am hungry, I shall sign off for the evening. Thank you for listening to my ramblings.
Till Next Time.
I don't really have much to say. I have decided, after much reading of Bill Bryson and excessive research, that my absolute top-notch dream career would be a travel writer/journalist. I could combine all that I love into one job....genius really. Now, as to how to accomplish this I have no clue.
Confession: I am actually trying hard to get addicted to Pinterest. Of all people, I should have grabbed onto the trend by now. I freaking love the idea...I just haven't gotten to the point where I spend a lot of time on there. *sigh*
Confession 2 ( I had no idea I had so many): Sometimes I really miss certain parts of Tx, usually those parts are about 6 ft tall-ish and rhyme with "Yen." However, today my mopey little pity party extended to another part of Paris. A part that looks something like this.
Are you salivating? I am...Yes, I miss Swirlz Bakery. A lot! What I would not give for a Pink Velvet cupcake and a few cake balls right about now...
Ok, now that I am hungry, I shall sign off for the evening. Thank you for listening to my ramblings.
Till Next Time.
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